Archive for January, 2008

My special day

Today, I am waking up to my 26th birthday. Due to the absent marketing and promotion effort, probably no body noticed. I woke up 4:25 AM this morning—-the second dose of sleeping pill I ingested an hour ago failed to put me to a peaceful unconsciousness immediately—-and now at 3:25pm my head is numbed.  Its a been a difficult few weeks.  For the past few days, especially, when I had difficult falling asleep.  As sleep deprivation accumulates day by day—-I start to wonder this is the feeling of fatigue or genuine depression.   Nonetheless, I am surely more well rested now than the previous days—-and I have tons of books waiting for me to read.   Later today, I wish to get a massage and have dinner with my mother and some family member.  Let this be a simple and delightful day……..